Wouldn't it be nice to have a vacation from yourself? Mood swings are tiring. I am almost certain that the catalyst behind my personal brand of crazy is PMDD caused by my birth control (Mirena IUC). I don't like using that as an excuse though.
I feel like I should be able to control my emotions. I do not want to take anything to counteract the nasty side effects. It's just an ongoing battle between me and myself. Unfortunately, my family usually bears the wounds. I feel terrible for hurting the people I love the most.
I am going to keep trying to not be me.
(Sisyphus by Franz Stuck)
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